Exile - Aimée Walsh
Fiadh has lived in Belfast her whole life. She’s got friends, plans for the future, and most of all, she loves to party. But when she moves away, everything changes. She doesn’t fit in, she drinks all the time, and her friends back home have moved on – or at least that’s how it feels to Fiadh. So when she comes home for Christmas, a night out with them goes horribly wrong. There’s just one issue… she can’t remember what happened…
With only the aftermath to help her piece together the events of last night, Fiadh begins to spiral. She’s bruised, achy, bleeding, tired, hungover, and nobody seems to care. Will Fiadh ever come to terms with this, and will she be able to turn her life around to start over? To that, I say: read it. Read immediately, quickly, and right now, because I can say without a sliver of a doubt that you’ll find it too intriguing not to.
Aimée Walsh has written a knockout. This is a great novel, and I couldn’t recommend it enough. It’s an extremely gripping read, and so wonderfully poignant that I didn’t know what to do with myself each night after reading it. It left me worried for Fiadh. It left me excited for Fiadh. It left me sorry for Fiadh. And it left me angry for Fiadh. Let’s just say it was one heck of an emotional rollercoaster.
Walsh implements short sentences to maintain a thrilling narrative that is fast-paced, shocking, disturbing, and exciting. These traits are what make the plot so compelling. It’s punchy, and really quite frightening but this approach works well with how Walsh has structured the story. Though the horrific night out isn’t introduced until around page 100, which was slightly bothersome. Despite that, the choice of sentence structure ensures that every word before it matters, making this a profound page-turner. It’s the build-up that kept me reading, eager to discover how the protagonist ends up in this so called awful situation. I’ll say it now and keep saying it: every word, phrase, and clause is worth reading.
However, if I were Walsh, I would have started with the night out in chapter one to immediately hook the reader. Initially, I was teased into thinking that was exactly how the book would begin, but the night out in the first chapter wasn’t the one mentioned in the blurb. While this was a bit disappointing, each page offered a tense build-up of events that kept my eyes glued to the page. The blurb certainly enticed me, and it is in fact what many people judge a book by. In this case, it did a good job of convincing me to make the purchase, and I hope it has the same effect on you.
I didn’t anticipate the story unfolding as it did, and I appreciated the unexpected turns. That’s what makes a good book. Predictable novels are boring. I want to constantly be asking, 'What happens next?' and piece together the story myself, guessing the outcomes of events and questions that arise. 'Who did what?' and 'What did he or she truly do?' I want to wonder if the next chapter will offer explanations, but I don’t want to know everything in advance. Walsh has executed this balance nicely.
I’m captivated by her writing style too. She’s descriptive, with cool similes that have inspired me when writing my own. And while the use of short sentences might be quite abrupt, the way she’s incorporated this is perfect. Her characters feel so real that I experienced the emotions a close friend of Fiadh’s would have. I wanted her life to be good and for her to be happy. At times, I questioned her morals, but that’s acceptable because she had flaws, which give characters a relatable human complexity. Every attribute in this book, from the plot’s structure to the minor details of each character in Fiadh’s life, fits seamlessly with the mood of the story and the genre of her novel: a coming-of-age story unlike any other.
I'll warn you now though, it's dark and frankly repulsive at times, but it's a story that felt so real that I was angry for most of the last half. Honestly, it’s a whirlwind of goodness, a devastating whirlwind of goodness, but I’m so glad I read it. It was satisfying and “visceral,” as author Colin Walsh also states in his review. It wasn’t tediously long either; it was the perfect length for a quick week long or few day read, depending on how much time you have to spare. So, if a deep dive into consent, friendship, and alienation is something you wish were written about more and would like to read, then I think Exile is the novel you need to get next.
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